Strong words

but I hate you.

For pulling down my walls only

to kick aside everything good in me;

trampling over it

in your crazed obsession to shine a flashlight on my flaws.

You forget. I watched you

rip my best parts to shreds and wipe yourself clean

after pissing all over

the worst of me.

I had to talk myself out of

Joining you and

Ripping myself apart.